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Fuck Good Time People...

Hey there, When I interact with people, I don't sweat the small stuff. I look instead to the character defining traits that are enough for me to deem a person a friend or a foe. It's true, isn't it, that honor and duty have been depleted in this world. Only a few still have these old-fashioned values that remind us that we are all part of one species. The rest just remind you that you are alone and they don't give a fuck about anyone but themselves. In the meantime, you care for such ingrates! The reason why I am thinking about this is that, for the last two days, I have literally been bed ridden from pain, most of it physical, and a little mental. I had to order pizza for breakfast yesterday because I couldn't stand in the kitchen for long. The people I was having a good time have chosen to ignore this about me. I am alone in it. But, when the good times were rolling, it was all partners in crime, having laughs and what I thought meant more than just good time...

How I live.

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Hey there, Imagine that you were like me, thought like me and saw things through my eyes. What would you see? Do you think your view would set you free or imprison you? Well, before I expect you to imagine such, let me give you an idea of how I live. No guilt. No fear. No obligation. If you resist, it persists. There is no right or wrong; there is only what is. Don't change your mind about your dream/goal until it manifests. Live in the Now. Follow your excitement.  Surround yourself with equals or those more powerful. Ask if you do not know. Confuse and Conquer.  Love is Freedom is Eternity is Godly is Life. Change is the only constant. Act with a purpose. Be deliberate to avoid regret. Do not resist a feeling, but once it has occurred, express it fully. Do not tolerate energy vampires. Do not ever start fights, but finish them if they start (unless you have a higher purpose) Love yourself first, love your home (family), love your community and love the ...

Cancer Moon...

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Hey there, I have a Cancer Moon, and this is what I wrote about us Cancer Moons in 2008. Yes, It is 2013 now and I have been on this astrology wagon for quite some time. It is not a phase. It is a lifestyle. I just noticed that I wrote this a day after my birthday. :) I'm a Cancer Moon. I've been avoiding this topic for a while now because I didn't know what to say. But, here goes: Whether I choose to love quietly or boastfully, I always love deeply and sincerely. I have never loved and found myself unsure whether or not I was in love. The intensity of my love is unchanging, but the ways in which I express my love are never the same, and one could call them tumultuous. I mean this literally, which means that I am unpredictable in the way I express my love or my desire. I will sometimes show my love by protecting my object of my affections, usually by protecting their name, their honor and reputation. (I seldom fight to protect my love's "physical ...

Back To Work...

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I need to cut down on Tetris. Hey there, Okay. I don't have an album out yet. Any material I once recorded was a demo. I am in pre-production with Native Rhythms and Sony Music. I am only focused on one thing: Making good music that can have an audience locally and world-wide. In a month, I am going on holiday. In a week's time, I go back to studio. In the meantime, my significant other just landed a huge project which he needs to get done as soon as possible so as not to eat into our holiday. This means the following: It was nice knowing you I will see you in August I am not concerned about anything or anyone who has nothing to do with my career. The only people that I have social time for are my family, my few friends and my partner and work colleagues. This means that, if I was self-involved before, I am about to get even worse. I won't even listen to other people's music during this time. During Isabel Novella's launch yesterday, I realized a ...

Beautiful Women!!

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Hey there, I once did a list of men I think are absolutely gorgeous. Now I am doing a list of women I find absolutely gorgeous. These women are just stunning. Their faces are like a beautiful sculpture that represents what human Earth women are. These women are those few women who make me do a double take whenever I see their images, making me want to draw them, or watch them as my eyes absorb and lap up the exquisite geometry of their faces. I hope you enjoy the list below, of ladies who I would hit on if I were a lesbian. In no particular order, here they are: 1. Aishwarya Rai. From India, she has always been one of my favorites. I love her!!  2. Pearl Thusi. From South Africa, her face always gets me.  She is gorgeous.  3. Angela Bassett. From America, I have no words... Her beauty is just unquestioned. Those lips!!  4. Angelina Jolie From America, I can not deal with such perfection. Wow!  5. Iman From ...

Crashing Parties.

:) Something about me... The owner of the record label I am working with asked me whether I was not attending a launch for one of the artists from the label. Matter-of-factly, I said that I didn't get an invitation, and therefore, why would I. As a matter of fact, I don't think I would ever go to even a family member's event if they didn't tell me to come.  I believe that it is rude to impose oneself on other people especially in their own space. What if the person was uncomfortable with you, and now you have asked them to attend their event - and thus putting them in a weird position where they feel uncomfortable and uneasy, even unable to refuse you attending their event, because you have pretty much put them under pressure. The Rule IS: No Guilt. No Fear. No Obligation. So, always try to let people desire for you to be in their space before you just arrive. Otherwise, you risk taking the quality of their day away and making what was a special day ...

Yep... This One Is A Mind Fuck If You Can Read it all...

Humans are liars. It is only after your death that they profess how much they would have saved you. In life, they watch you die, In fact, they loved watching you high, In life, they pulled back as you reached out, In death, they'll say you didn't speak out. Because... When you fought to live, Thrashing your legs trying to gasp for air, Having meltdowns and pulling at your hair, They watched, and laughed, and had no fucks to give, The erratic behavior and the dramatic mood swing - Was your way of saying "I am so damaged I don't care who sees". Your last sting was your death, like that of a bee's But they loved watching you die as it was what made you sing. LOL! I suck at writing poetry. But I've got no one to judge in my solitary. If they didn't perceive that I was giving out my last breath They won't see my words or my cries at my death. Humans are liars. It is only after your death that they profess how much they woul...