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Fame Vs Infamy

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My Solar Return Chart 2012 to 2013 Dearest Reader, (The chart is for those with sense to read times and watch the stars. To the rest of you, happy ignorance) All my life, I have been struggling with fame and infamy, trying not to be the latter and hoping to be the former. Yesterday, was the tipping point where I realized that I have been fighting a losing battle. I am not meant for fame, and if I hope for any recognition, infamy is the only way to get it. I might have distorted views about myself, but I am under the impression that I am not very liked for who I am. The thing is, who I am is not something I try to be. I am just who I am, and I do what feels right, when it feels right. I also have no desire or energy to be treating people better or worse than what I wish. I will treat people how I wish is appropriate. I bow out of your silly games and delusional self-grandeur. in·fa·my     ( n f -m ) n.   pl.   in·fa·mies 1.  Evil fame or reputation. 2.  The cond

My World Is Funny, Despite How Tragic It Is.

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RuPaul Beetchees!! Hi There, You know things have gone pretty insane when you dream of a drag queen called " Shangela ". Yep, that is the result of my addiction to " RuPaul's Drag Race " a drag reality show competition with the bitchiest, sassiest and most outrageous people on Earth. That show is so good, I can't BELIEVE it didn't happen sooner. I don't know what Shangela  was doing in my dream, but all I know is that I uttered her name in my half asleep stupor last night. If that isn't insane enough, Beyonce gets tired of her restraint of attempting to be sophisticated and let's out the hood or hoodrat in her and releases a tune called " Bow Down " where she is telling "bitches" to "bow down" to her because she rules the world or something. I am not sure why she is making such demands, but whatever the reason, the outrageous nature of that musical installment has been the source of much joy and laught