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Dear Reader, *This blog is just me pouring my heart out, like when Mariah Carey was having a melt-down (how dramatic) and I shan't be concerned with creativity and writing style. I'm just letting it out here because... it's my blog and I can vent if I want to!!!) I will NOT advertise this post. Those who see it, will see it because their soul wanted them to see it. This is a personal one, as usual. LOL I am not sure whether you are aware that I am a singer, song-writer and a guitarist. That is my chosen field of expertise. That is the area which I have chosen to spend all my energy upon. The writing and everything else is what I do while I wait to get my ultimate break. This blog is about my journey to the top, or at least, it is about my journey as I TRY to reach the summit.  This journey has not been easy at all. In fact, it is the toughest thing I have had to do. I have had to sacrifice so much so as not to lose track of what I want to achieve. Fortunately, I am a lu

Dear Reader, Gaea!  So beautiful! The Earth is going through some changes. I am speaking about the Earth in its entirety. Yes, Gaia is changing but its people are also changing. You see... whenever there is a global event, always look within to see what this macro-event is mirroring that is going on inside of you, in you micro-world. In other words, what manifest physically is a result of what has occurred internally. What manifest physically on a global scale is a result of the collective consciousness. What manifests physically in our immediate world is a result of our individual consciousness. We all contribute to the collective consciousness. Always remember this, and so, during such times when the world is going through disasters, when old structures are being broken down, when death occurs, when the hidden is uncovered; look within and ask yourself what disaster you have experienced, what old structures broke down within you, what has died in your life and what truth ha

I played this song, "Love is A Beautiful Thing" by Al Green on repeat for over a week, that's how much I love this song. One of my favorites. I hope you enjoy it too. Love is a Beautiful Thing! Dearest Reader, Did you know that my sister once thought that I was a lesbian because I never spoke about men, and never brought men to meet her etc.? Yeah, my one and only sister thought I was gay because of my disinterest or lack of care about the opposite sex. Also, I can remain for months, even years without having sex or a guy in my life, so to those who don't know me well, that can seem suspicious because a lot of people can not fathom how I can pull that off since most people are such slaves to their love lives, while I am only a slave to... NOTHING! This should give you an idea of how I operate. Black and White Passion The fact that I don't date much, and that I live like a nun most times, is not because I am against relationships or sex or love and dati

Dearest Reader, My head is filled with all sorts of polar emotions (not bipolar, ok? Sheesh!). At one end of the spectrum, I am a little bitter. I am bitter at the fact that my life isn't as ecstatic as I would like it to be. I am bitter and annoyed at all the inauthentic people I can't seem to forgive for their fear of being themselves. I am bitter at the useless fact that I missed Modern family a couple of days ago. I am bitter and annoyed and I want to just spit at everyone and look at all these poor excuses for humans from my self-righteous vantage point and say, "I hope 2012 is true because of people like you, because you need to be exterminated!" On the other side of the spectrum, I am very neutral; not too happy but not sad either. I'm just beige or vacuous, sort of like the calm of the eye of a storm - calm but misleadingly so. Hmmm... It has come to my attention that I am craving stimuli from life in general, hence my general distaste for people&