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Cancer Moon...

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Hey there, I have a Cancer Moon, and this is what I wrote about us Cancer Moons in 2008. Yes, It is 2013 now and I have been on this astrology wagon for quite some time. It is not a phase. It is a lifestyle. I just noticed that I wrote this a day after my birthday. :) I'm a Cancer Moon. I've been avoiding this topic for a while now because I didn't know what to say. But, here goes: Whether I choose to love quietly or boastfully, I always love deeply and sincerely. I have never loved and found myself unsure whether or not I was in love. The intensity of my love is unchanging, but the ways in which I express my love are never the same, and one could call them tumultuous. I mean this literally, which means that I am unpredictable in the way I express my love or my desire. I will sometimes show my love by protecting my object of my affections, usually by protecting their name, their honor and reputation. (I seldom fight to protect my love's "physical

Back To Work...

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I need to cut down on Tetris. Hey there, Okay. I don't have an album out yet. Any material I once recorded was a demo. I am in pre-production with Native Rhythms and Sony Music. I am only focused on one thing: Making good music that can have an audience locally and world-wide. In a month, I am going on holiday. In a week's time, I go back to studio. In the meantime, my significant other just landed a huge project which he needs to get done as soon as possible so as not to eat into our holiday. This means the following: It was nice knowing you I will see you in August I am not concerned about anything or anyone who has nothing to do with my career. The only people that I have social time for are my family, my few friends and my partner and work colleagues. This means that, if I was self-involved before, I am about to get even worse. I won't even listen to other people's music during this time. During Isabel Novella's launch yesterday, I realized a

Beautiful Women!!

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Hey there, I once did a list of men I think are absolutely gorgeous. Now I am doing a list of women I find absolutely gorgeous. These women are just stunning. Their faces are like a beautiful sculpture that represents what human Earth women are. These women are those few women who make me do a double take whenever I see their images, making me want to draw them, or watch them as my eyes absorb and lap up the exquisite geometry of their faces. I hope you enjoy the list below, of ladies who I would hit on if I were a lesbian. In no particular order, here they are: 1. Aishwarya Rai. From India, she has always been one of my favorites. I love her!!  2. Pearl Thusi. From South Africa, her face always gets me.  She is gorgeous.  3. Angela Bassett. From America, I have no words... Her beauty is just unquestioned. Those lips!!  4. Angelina Jolie From America, I can not deal with such perfection. Wow!  5. Iman From Somalia, she proves that

Crashing Parties.

:) Something about me... The owner of the record label I am working with asked me whether I was not attending a launch for one of the artists from the label. Matter-of-factly, I said that I didn't get an invitation, and therefore, why would I. As a matter of fact, I don't think I would ever go to even a family member's event if they didn't tell me to come.  I believe that it is rude to impose oneself on other people especially in their own space. What if the person was uncomfortable with you, and now you have asked them to attend their event - and thus putting them in a weird position where they feel uncomfortable and uneasy, even unable to refuse you attending their event, because you have pretty much put them under pressure. The Rule IS: No Guilt. No Fear. No Obligation. So, always try to let people desire for you to be in their space before you just arrive. Otherwise, you risk taking the quality of their day away and making what was a special day

Yep... This One Is A Mind Fuck If You Can Read it all...

Humans are liars. It is only after your death that they profess how much they would have saved you. In life, they watch you die, In fact, they loved watching you high, In life, they pulled back as you reached out, In death, they'll say you didn't speak out. Because... When you fought to live, Thrashing your legs trying to gasp for air, Having meltdowns and pulling at your hair, They watched, and laughed, and had no fucks to give, The erratic behavior and the dramatic mood swing - Was your way of saying "I am so damaged I don't care who sees". Your last sting was your death, like that of a bee's But they loved watching you die as it was what made you sing. LOL! I suck at writing poetry. But I've got no one to judge in my solitary. If they didn't perceive that I was giving out my last breath They won't see my words or my cries at my death. Humans are liars. It is only after your death that they profess how much they woul

When I AM A Mean, Crazy Nutter.

Hey there,  When someone accuses me of being an a-hole, I seldom deny it because I know I can be one. I don't take shit, I have been told. This is true. With the life I have had, taking shit from people is the last thing on my "To Do List". I can be sarcastic, cynical, and I also roll my eyes, because I am impatient with people. Patience is not a natural virtue for me, at all.  Now, let me tell you a secret. When I am being an a-hole, one or more of a few things are going on within me: I am afraid I am insecure I am tired I am annoyed. I am hungry I am hormonal So, instead of crying, like a normal human beings, I lash out when I am put in a position that makes me uncomfortable. I should work on that, as soon as possible. Actually, it is why I am currently on a meditating marathon. My recurring dreams lately have had me feeling points 1 to 4. Yes, something as little as a dream can get me feeling beside myself. The other week, I dreamt of cheat

Haunted By Dreams.

Hey there, I have been having troublesome dreams. They are not nightmares, but because I know that my dreams are usually portents for major changes in the people's lives that I dream of, I often worry. In the past, it used to be more confusing and frustrating when I dreamt of one person over and over, because I would be alarmed, thinking that the dreams had something to do with me, when in actual fact, the dreams had nothing to do with me. I dream about people before major changes occur in their lives, usually for the better, but sometimes, the changes are distressing. It is usually related to matters of the soul, when huge transformation occurs through love. Love can transform a person through romance and lovers, or through children, pregnancies and sometimes, through both. At other times, the changes occur when a huge lifestyle change is about to occur to the person I dream of. So, since these dreams began to make sense to me, I have always tried to speak about them to the p

Update: Inana

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Hey there, Here are a few words from me. I was lazy to type, so I recorded something. Enjoy, Inana An Update From Inana Inanna, Sumerian God of the Annunaki

Science is Magic

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Hi there, This is something I posted on twitter, and this is the absolutely cool reply I got for it. When you have time to think about it, you will see how true it is: That is all for tonight. I have an early morning, and I just wanted to share this very special Twitter moment. Okay, Later. Inana

The Night Is My Time Of Action!

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How pretty!! Hmmm... I might as well not buy a diary. I will just carry on using Google calender. It feels like just yesterday when 2013 begun and I was noting to self to buy a diary for scribbling my appointments. Now it is June. Half the year has passed. I swear, time is faster. Minutes and hours have become shorter. The earth's axis has definitely moved so much that the seasons are no longer in the same place as they once were. The solstices and equinoxes have changed. I can see this by observing weather patterns in both hemispheres (northern and southern). I can also just feel it in my bones. I bet I am right. Anyway... I am going to put on the tv for the first time since Friday in a few minutes and fix myself a snack. I am just going to note a few events on the calender for next week first and see if I can relax now. I am not stressed. I have merely been using my brain and I would like to stop using it now. Of course, sleep is more useful than watching tv. In fact