Veronnica Wolpendz: Dating Drama: Dating comes with a bucket load of drama which most of us would like to avoid, while a few enjoy the drama. It would seem as if all of ...
Dearest Reader, The worst thing that I can ever experience is the realization of having hurt myself due to having a Pollyanna attitude. I am listening to Sia’s “Breathe Me”, as I write this, feeling as vulnerable as she is feeling in the song. This vulnerability and hurt is not caused by anyone but me. I am fully accountable for how I feel. I am not under any illusions that anyone is to blame for my scars, nicks and bruises. I did it. No one is to blame. And, what saddens me about this is: Why would I allow myself to hurt? Why would I choose to make my life anything but always happy? Is this a subconscious self-hatred manifesting? Do I like pain? Do I enjoy having tears come down my face instead of laughter and joy? I can’t tell that I am distressed anymore, that’s how distressed I am. The only thing that is allowing me to know that all is not well are the symptoms of my anxiety. When I get to this point of stress, I make a conscious effort to disengage because nothin...
Dear Reader, I’m sitting at home on a Saturday night -and as Joan Rivers is bashing people’s outfits on Fashion Police in the background- I am wondering what an attractive, young thing like me is doing indoors when I should be painting the town red somewhere and kissing unsuspecting young men because these youngens seem to think I’m their age. Score! Anyway, I should be out somewhere looking at a tall, dark and handsome stranger across the room, who I engage with only to forget about him the next day. DO you get my drift? Actually, I know when this whole Hermit thing of mine started because I wasn’t always like this, believe it or not. As a matter of fact, I was so wild and out of control that my mother literally prayed daily for me to repent, bless her heart. During those days, my idea of fun was meeting new people, getting tipsy and being outrageous. I started becoming a Hermit when I started my music career, 4 years and 9 months ago in 2006 when I quit my job and realized ...
Dear Reader, You have read my words for years but I bet you have never heard how I sound, until NOW. Well here it is: Audio Recording on Wednesday night 29/06/2011 by Veronnica Wolpendz Big lips, eh? But I like 'em!! Along with this goodie is a free download of my song called "I Ordain". It is a romantic, soppy love song which was inspired by race car driver Lewis Hamilton. I am a fan of Formula 1, and I support McLaren Mercedes, and I was in my cottage in Bordeaux in 2009, feeling all alone and playing my guitar while watching the race in mute, when I wondered how these traveling men and women of sport, showbiz and business must miss their loved ones when they are on the road doing what they love. I imagined myself in the same position. It was easy to do so because I was already away from my loved ones, but I turned the song into a romantic one, where a lover longs for his/her better half. Anyway, the song is called "I Ordain" and it is free t...
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